Condolence

Condolence to my dear FZ5.
Sorry for being a very careless master, never take care of you carefully, and only know how to bring scratches to your body everyday.
And now I even lost you during my Sabah trip, which was supposed to be a great trip.
Sorry.



What has been gone is far more important than the physical body of the camera..
What goes along are the memories that comes together with all the trips we went through together, and you..
No matter how sad I am. I know that they will never ever come back to me.

Sorry.
Rest in peace.

MPYO

Just came back from MPYO's concert. Hmm.
Hope to blog something about it, but I am too too tired now..
Hopefully will have the time + mood to blog tomorrow. Haha. (You can see something like this in my previous posts, but I never really blog in the end, do I? haha)

Good night.

説話的藝術

聲明: 以下言論純屬虛構+個人發洩用處，絕不代表任何人立場。如你發現那場景很熟，請放心，絕對純屬巧合。

曾經讀過一篇文章是這樣說的--要讓別人做一樣事情，唯一的方法是讓他心甘情願的去做。
你可以用儘所有方法強迫他，可是，相信我，那不會是永久的。
我相信這定律更適合套用在領導人的身上。

要成爲成功的領導人，不管你技術有多好，知識有多淵博，文憑有多少張，最首要的條件還是要可以服眾，讓其他人願意聼你說的，照著你說的話去做。
這個要做起來真的不容易。但做不到這一項，最起碼也要有一些説話的藝術。
不是橫聽竪聼，聼起來都讓人覺得不舒服。

所以，當你當著所有的人，對著其中一個部下A的組長說“你怎麽啦？怎麽讓A去做這件事情?難道沒有更簡單的事可以讓他做了嗎？”請相信我，當場的A第一個反應會是愣住，善良的他或許會在心裏忙著幫你找藉口，“這個領袖只是不太會表達自己，他絕對是無意的。”可是再怎麽安慰自己，你還是會懷疑自己，“我真的有那麽白痴，有必要讓你們那麽傷腦筋去安頓我嗎？”

上一次也是一樣。算我脾氣好，我相信換作是其他人，可能會當場走人了。
我絕對不想厚著臉皮賴死不走。要知道我的處境有多尷尬。本來就只是要求我參與其中的一些部分，怎麽現在變成好像必須想辦法安置我？我的天。


我還是相信只是溝通方式的問題，只是希望這些情況可以減少，不只是對我，對其他人也一樣。畢竟human resource還是很重要的。保留你手上已經有的資源，縂好過一直想辦法流失資源，再招納人員，再花時間培養默契。

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好了。發洩完了。請重看文章開頭的聲明。我也有權利在屬於我的私人地方亂吠的吧。
所以別管我。
發洩完就沒事了。:)

我還是會盡我的責任，盡量做到最好，也希望每個人都能盡力，去儘自己的責任.

Revive

Well. Never really realized how low my energy level is currently.

Being stuck in a very dull environment, surrounded by things/people that might not be in the same world with you, and living the world you don't belong to.. can really suck out every single positive energy inside you, and slowly change you into something you don't even know what it is.

That was until I went for a wedding dinner, with Stephanie's gang. (Note: You might have seen I mentioned this name before in my blog. Yea, she's my beloved teacher cum mentor) Hmm. It's been a long long time I really enjoyed playing wild in a show. You can hardly find such chance to really behave wild on the stage, think of what flavor to add in the next bar, what variation she will make in the next second. Haha. It is just so exciting. Haha. Yea. That's what I call "really enjoy the show". And that short performance has awaken the underlying me, finally. (50% at least, if not all)

I've missed a lot of things. The one I used to be, to catch gigs, choreography or concerts etc together with all those art lovers, to appreciate, learn from every single things around me. I miss the old me. Living in a closed world, refusing to make contact with outside is definitely not a good thing. I'll learn that.

Hopefully these positive energy that won't go away so soon. And hopefully in the future I don't need to rely too much on other forces to help me find back myself.

p/s: Hope these positive energy will grow, and at least last for a few day. Pray..

雙刃刀

歐希蒂 最大的好處是讓你可以熟練的選擇性失憶，選擇性忽略東西。
冷漠，到麻痹。

但，當你不經意的觸碰到傷口時，他也會重復又重復的，朝你的傷口蓋上巴掌，
好像非讓你困在輪回内，一遍又一遍的將你浸在油鍋内，永世不得超生。




還好我和他不那麽熟。。

華麗的冒險

2007年11月20日 雨

一個生命裏很重要的人離開了。
心裏有好多話。
但，

原來到了一個境界，眼淚真的會流不出來。

突然失重的世界今後會如何，不知道。
只知道
空蕩蕩的房間 從此會更加空蕩蕩。

Fresh air

I have been suffering from lack-of-sleep for some unavoidable reasons for the past few days. Finally I manage to have a 7 hour full rest this morning, and woke up with a fresh mind. Great.

In the commuter on my way to work, some old thoughts just popped out from being buried 10feet underground. (In fact, I was writing these in the commuter). These 'old' thought are not 'old' in the sense of I have abandoned them, it's just that I don't have the time, or my mind is not clear enough to process them all the time, and I can only leave them 'unattended', scattered around.

Tiding them up, and have a clearer idea just made me feel wonderful. A very good day awaits me :D Putting them in words here is to remind myself not to stop working hard. I know I'll slack sometime. Need a lot a lot of reminders. (Slap me if you find me giving up :D)

Good luck.