Reality sucks

But I'm a creep,
I'm a weirdo
What the hell am I doin' here?
I don't belong here
- Creep, Radiohead


Yea. That's me. Sometimes I really don't think I belong here. My weird personality and weird thoughts will make me think I'm more suitable to stay deep in the forest, reaching out for no one, and act as somebody else in front of nobody.

Just realized that being myself in this reality world is simply not enough. Sometimes what I think is true just sound stupid to others. Reality sucks. And I'm staying in suck-suck-world.

And that's a fact I can't change. What I can do is just to change myself, or at least like those "Power Rangers" (those that are almost the same age with me will understand what "Power Rangers" is) that can transform to another identity when necessary. Sigh.

The moral of the day:
1. Being yourself is just not enough.
2. Reality SUCKS.
3. You really need to improve yourself, weirdo!

Continue to remorse tomorrow. Till then, good night.

A day to be remembered

Today is a day to be remembered (and worth to blog too :D).
Thanks for trusting me. I'll try my best and hopefully I won't disappoint you.

Insane

傻咗。

一個普通人的普通故事

譜彤先生生活在一個很普通的小鎮里，每天吃著很普通的飯，呼吸著普通的空氣，周圍的朋友也很普通，也吃著普通的飯，有著普通的想法。

一天，譜彤先生在一個很偶然的機會下，接觸到了一些新的事物，視野開闊了，想法開放了，發現原來世界是那麽的大，有無限的可能。

譜彤先生很開心的回到普通小鎮，等著和大家分享他的喜悅。當他口抹橫飛，很興奮的告訴身旁的普通的朋友們他的新想法時，卻發現這時候大家都把它當成恐怖的怪物看。

原來，當他已向前跨了一大步時，大部分人都還停留在原地。

於是，譜彤先生很沮喪。

後記：後來，譜彤先生決定了，不需要理會不了解的人。了解的人自然會了解。於是，他又不再沮喪了。

A simple weekday night

放工時分，send了個簡單的短訊給中學球隊老友邀“喝茶“。老友反應超快地答應了。果真是老友。

一個簡單的敍舊見面，不需要什麽山珍海味也可以很美味。今天聊了一些球隊以前發生的事情。有點小遺憾的是我高中的回憶裏除了在課堂上每天睡覺+情緒失控之外，只殘留一些零碎記憶。刻意讓自己對周遭的事情麻痹和不去留意或許對當時的自己是很厲害的一招。哈。現在也只能從朋友聊天過程‘發現’一些當時發生，聼起來似曾相識的‘新‘事物。（說得誇張，也可能是純粹因爲自己天生健忘。哈哈。。。）

當時沒能完全參與，其實還真得滿遺憾的。無論如何，記憶裏還是有著球隊出征校外球賽時拚命的過程，還有隊友之間那種很強的凝聚力和求勝的心。很暖。覺得自己很幸福，有著很愛自己的家人，很愛自己的朋友。我也愛你們~哈哈。。感謝你們想也不想就答應那麽忽然的喝茶邀約，感謝你們讓健忘的我找回一些回憶片斷，更感謝你們在我很需要的時候讓我做囘不多話的自己。

祝即將飛走的未來著名藝術家地鼠同志：前程萬里。

我愛班房

Band老大 B 把我們第二次夾band的錄音實錄send給我們了。
第一次透過錄音聽到自己打的鼓，那感覺還真的---很興奮！哈哈。
雖然出來的東西還是很生澀，而且當天大家其實都很blur，忘了怎麽彈奏其中的一些部分，可是那感覺真的很好。
很享受一群人一起玩音樂的感覺。一個人無論技術多麽出神入化，獨自彈奏時是永遠感受不了這一份快樂的。

愛上合奏，愛上夾band。很開心。感謝你們願意收留我。會繼續努力！

A short one

Here comes a short one.

Recently ideas pop in my mind quite frequently, hoped I can immediately write it down and blog it here, but most of the time I was busy with stuff, or the thoughts popped up while I was driving. Hmm, that was quite surprising, coz I'm not those who can express themselves in words. Maybe when one gets older, he/she will get more sentimental, thus more things to say.

I just know nowadays I get touched easily, cry easily. Hm. I'm old eh.

p/s of the day: My English is getting worse.