Reality sucks

But I'm a creep,
I'm a weirdo
What the hell am I doin' here?
I don't belong here
- Creep, Radiohead


Yea. That's me. Sometimes I really don't think I belong here. My weird personality and weird thoughts will make me think I'm more suitable to stay deep in the forest, reaching out for no one, and act as somebody else in front of nobody.

Just realized that being myself in this reality world is simply not enough. Sometimes what I think is true just sound stupid to others. Reality sucks. And I'm staying in suck-suck-world.

And that's a fact I can't change. What I can do is just to change myself, or at least like those "Power Rangers" (those that are almost the same age with me will understand what "Power Rangers" is) that can transform to another identity when necessary. Sigh.

The moral of the day:
1. Being yourself is just not enough.
2. Reality SUCKS.
3. You really need to improve yourself, weirdo!

Continue to remorse tomorrow. Till then, good night.